Like I thought ten months ago, having both boys in school all day changed my life. And of course, I'm feeling things, but maybe different things from the start of school. I didn't feel guilty at all. I think I felt that because I thought it would feel like less work having the boys around while I got stuff done. But it didn't; it just felt nice. Nor did I feel embarrassed. I should have been scared, however. Ollie had a rough start but by February, things were better. Not perfect, but better. I don't think he'll ever be one who easily follows rules at school, but I am grateful that he started following some. Amazingly, he never once complained about going to school, even if at the end of the day he'd proclaim that he "HATES school." We're just hoping 1st grade will be a bit better. Ecstatic, yep, it was amazing. Running errands, relaxing, swimming (!), it was all amazing without the boys.
And here's my full disclosure of what I accomplished during the days:
Grocery shopping
Laundry
Volunteering at the boys' school
Lunch with friends
Service
Sewing
Church calling stuff
Exercising (run, bike, swim)
Read
Work on "scrapbooks"
Shopping (I need new clothes and our craft area needs some re-thinking)
Walking Bruno
Organizing closets
But I still feel pretty good about what I got done during the day.
Now, how am I feeling about summer? All the usual feelings. Excited about eight-hour works days, nervous about the heat and humidity, and scared to death about girls camp next week. I went up for one day years ago when I was the ward YW president, but now, to spend a whole week?! So scared. But I'm also exhausted from all the work it takes to put it together. So I'll be one happy lady next Friday at noon as I'm heading home. Just 175 hours or so to go!
Wow, what a year! I think you did amazing with all that you DID do while the boys were at school. Impressive!
ReplyDeleteHopefully you'll have as much fun as our leaders were having at YW camp. I'm interested in how it goes for you! Where will you sleep? Tent? Do you sleep well camping?