Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Treading Water

Do you ever feel like you're just treading water? Like you're only doing the minimum to get by? The last time I really felt this way was when I got called to be the Young Women's president. For a couple of months, I just made sure some activity was planned for Wednesday and someone was teaching a lesson on something come Sunday. That was about it. It was months before I felt like I was actually making headway in the program.

Now is another one of those times. I'm not sure why, exactly. I had a baby last Christmas; why can't I do things now when my body is better and Ollie is older? Of course, last year at this time I wasn't back to work. And Rhett was still going to a babysitter twice a week. That might have something to do with it. But this year is different. I feel like there are a million things I want to do (or feel like I should be doing), but I just can't. I'm really just doing the minimum.

So please forgive me if I skip a Monday, or a Friday, or all week. (And really, I know I care way more than any reader of this silly blog.)

We'll just pretend this is Rhett saying, "You can do it Mom!"

2 comments:

  1. i'm totally there with you. it just takes all my time to just maintain is what i feel. i can't get any "extras" done; it's so frustrating and bumming. i'm always saddened when it's a M, W, or F and you don't have a new post. :) but i understand, so no worries.

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  2. I can relate. I felt like Sept, Oct, Nov were a blur of getting NOTHING done! Just so you know, the calendar in my kitchen was on September until the latter part of November. Blah.

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